"You're looking frail..."

My confidence is coming back.. slowly, but surely. I am thankful for it..  I was so confident before Tim and I were married, and then once he left, and I moved out here, well you can say that I was shy. My confidence was nearly gone. I felt like I had let myself go, and I was oblivious until people in Utah pointed out the fact that I was fat, and much bigger than all of my friends. The people that are my friends now, please do not let me change. I do not want to be cocky, I just want the confidence I once had back. So I am going on a date this week, which will be nice! It is about time. I am getting more attention from guys here as well. It always makes you feel good for a guy to tell you that you look pretty, or ask if you have lost weight, and in my case, I have lost 70 lbs since I moved to Utah. Amazing right? Here is a quick before and after. 

The pants that I was wearing in the picture were a size 24. This is what they now look like on. A side note: The bottom picture was after I repeatedly pulled the pants up about 10 times. lol

 I feel fantastic, other than the medical issues I keep having. But this is a happy blog, and I can't dwell on the pain- Ill never smile if I do. You can really see the weight loss in my face and neck.. 

Rob told me I looked frail as in that part of my body.. he makes sure I know what parts are getting smaller. LOL. I am super thankful for my friends though. They have been there for me through thick and thin and I am forever grateful for them. Even when I am acting like a brat, they are by my side. 

Anyway, it is 2:37 AM and I really need to go to bed.. I am headed back to the back specialist tomorrow.. and I am praying for a quick and painless "whatever" they decide to do.

Good night :)

xoxo